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When the Notebook Falls Silent

Ostrog, the sea near Ulcinj, Podgorica and Virpazar. Mea Zen searches for the right words—and finds moments that can simply stay moments.

Mea Zen holding a closed notebook beside Ostrog's white wall, beneath the tall cliff above a misty valley
Mea Zen

I had a list of places in my notebook, with a little space beside each. I thought I would fill it as I went: what I saw, what I felt, what I didn't want to forget. Montenegro had another idea. First it took away my opening sentence. Then it took away my urge to look for a second.

An imagined story inspired by original Travel2City photographs. The four scenes bring together separate stops and seasons, rather than a one-day itinerary. The character, incidents and indoor viewpoint on the storm are an artistic interpretation.

Mea Zen holding a closed notebook beside Ostrog's white wall, beneath the tall cliff above a misty valley
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01 / 04

The First Sentence Can Wait

Ostrog · A white wall beneath the cliff

At Ostrog, I opened my notebook before I had properly looked around. A white wall rose out of the rock, and below the walkway the valley disappeared into mist. I wrote the date. Then I held my pencil above the paper for so long that I noticed my own breathing. People passed quietly; someone adjusted a coat, someone paused by the wall. I stepped out of the way and held the notebook against my chest. I didn't need an opening sentence. I needed to look up at last.

“I've got the date. The rest is still happening.”
Mea sitting indoors with tea beside a closed window, watching a dark storm funnel over the distant sea
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02 / 04

The Sea Writes Its Own

Coast near Ulcinj · A storm beyond the window

By the sea, the sky darkened so quickly that the words “pleasant breeze” in my notebook began to look like a bad joke. From a dry room behind a closed window, I watched a dark funnel over the water. A cup warmed my hands while tiny drops on the glass joined into longer lines. For once, I had no urge to describe nature beautifully. Seeing it was enough. My notebook lay closed beside me, its calm beige cover looking almost comical in the middle of all that drama. Outside, the sky had the floor. For now, I took a sip.

“The sky is writing today's programme.”
Mea sitting on a dry stone with an apple among trees, with a small stone arch bridge behind her in Podgorica
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03 / 04

An Ordinary Afternoon

Podgorica · A stone bridge among the trees

In Podgorica, a small stone bridge stopped me. It was barely visible among the trees, and light fell in uneven patches on the rocks beneath it. I sat to one side on a dry stone. I took my notebook from my satchel, changed my mind, and took out an apple instead. It was a little bruised, but it tasted wonderful. After the storm's performance, this small afternoon felt unexpectedly precious. Nothing happened that called for a grand heading. Leaves rustled by my feet, branches leaned over the water, and I ate the bruised half as well.

“Today, just a bridge, an apple and me. Quite enough.”
Mea in a coat with a closed notebook on the bank in Virpazar, wooden boats and bare trees reflected in still water
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A Page That Needs No Proof

Virpazar · Boats among reflections

In Virpazar, the boats lay so still that their own reflections seemed to hold them in place. Bare branches repeated themselves upside down in the calm water, and the bank smelled of cold air and damp leaves. I pulled my coat around my shoulders and opened the notebook. There was more space after the dates than I had planned. Once, that might have disappointed me. Now I slipped the pencil between the pages and closed it without adding a sentence. For a while, I watched the nearest boat gently rock. I knew exactly where I was. This time, the paper didn't need to prove it.

“I remember. Even without a note.”
From notebook to book

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Some pages stayed empty. The journey didn't.

I closed the notebook. Virpazar lingered in the water, and I was in no hurry to leave.

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